Are you:

  • Recovering from a break up/situation-ship or still stuck on that past relationship that didn’t work out ?
  • feeling like you are looking for something in love that you never quite find ?
  • constantly feeling drained, hurt,  mistreated,  left, abused, and/or under appreciated by your partners ?
  • beginning to wonder if there is something wrong with you ?
  • noticing that your dating life is decreasing your money flow and/or ability to show up as your best self to your life/business/job/etc ?
  • ready to heal your heart, fix the connection between dating + money, and feel good about your love life – no matter what stage of it you are in ?

Look love, I bet you are wondering  whether it is worth it to spend money on your spiritual well-being.

I bet that you are telling yourself that hearts heal by themselves, so things will naturally fall into place for you without the investment. But honestly, I am here to remind you that, first of all, no. People die with broken hearts and unhealed energy… release does not naturally happen – it’s a choice.

And second of all I want to ask you – would you invest in your body, in your business, in your career, in your relationships? Yes? then – you’ll need to invest in your heart, because how you feel affects all of these other seemingly separate areas of your life.

Here’s the thing love : Your lack of faith, your self-doubt, your daddy issues, your fear of love and dating – will affect every area of your life until you take the leap and invest in doing the inner work.

Any unresolved disappointment, anger, fear, hurt, or pain will affect how you show up to your career and relationships; the emotions will get stored in your body + affect how you feel physically; an unhealed heart will affect how confidently you approach your dreams … and it will do all of this until you do the real spiritual healing.

Confidence, security, and peace are your NATURAL states of being; so I made this course and coaching experience to show you, step-by-step, how to return to your natural spiritual state.


Shyaine Roxanne

So here is my Hero’s Journey

We all go through what Joseph Campbell calls ‘the Hero’s Journey’, maybe many if we are lucky. During these journeys we encounter dragons/monsters/set backs in order to learn something new, win a victory, and then come home changed or transformed in order to help others. So here is my dating, healing hero’s journey.

In case you don’t know me, my name is Ayanna, and I lost my father when I was 12 years old. That damaged male relationship continued to have an affect not only on my interactions with men, but also my ability to maintain emotional stability in the midst of dating as an adult.

The process of coming in and out of relationships would mess with my confidence and faith. I would struggle with ideas of low-self worth; I would be clingy and needy. I would take everything personally.

My dating life was low vibe, and that was normal for me, but after years of failed situantion-ships and some sexual trauma – I found myself with a really low self-esteem, very little hope for my future, and on the brink of a depression.

I would find myself constantly thinking that I couldn’t take anymore of this dating world, and that almost depression, became a month of me laying in bed with suicidal thoughts.

That’s When I found the Cure

In that moment, I had to save myself. I could either stay in bed for another several months, throw my dreams away, continue to beat myself up for feeling needy and clingy, and/or possibly take my own life. Or I could heal.

I had to ask myself – could I live without the love I thought I needed – and the answer was “YES.”

(BTW Mental health is real, and strength is not defined by denying it but in HEALING. Be willing to talk about it, and open up. Drop the shame. You are not weak; you are a deeply feeling human being.)

Anyway, in that instant, I had a shift. An awareness was born within me, and it felt like becoming a whole new person.

The way I looked at dating had completely shifted. My insatiable need for validation from relationships had almost diminished. The neediness and clinginess I felt in relationships now felt foreign, like another reality, and I felt genuine, safe, and confident as I interacted with men. I had tapped into a wisdom and a freedom… + it was worth the journey it took to get there.

After months of healing my heart around relationships and watching my life shift, I built this course for women to help them re-access their confidence and peace as a single Goddess. This course is a combination of spiritual principles, beliefs, values, dating philosophy, and homework to help you find your ease, heal your heart, and increase your money flow all while being single and dating in 2019. This course is your spiritual go-to for returning to self-love and selfFULLNESS as you learn to love, let go, and date without so much anxiety.

Client Love

” After experiencing Ayanna’s previous spiritual course ”Self-Love, Healing,& Money Vibes”, I really didn’t think I needed this course…. However, IT WAS VERY MUCH NEEDED!

This course was like the Part II that I needed in order to face an issue in my relationships that I was going through since taking the 1st course + this time, I was equipped with the BLUEPRINT to approach the personal issue with confidence & strength!!

This course gave me the tools that I needed to detach, the exercises that I needed to release stress and worry, and it taught me how to reconnect with FULL unconditional love within myself AND in my relationships.

The HEALING and CONTENT jam packed into this course guided me in a practical and spiritual way. Now I live life and date with the knowing that everything that is meant for me, is simply meant for me. I now live life and date under my own conditions, FULL of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE (detached), unapologetically, and FEARLESSLY – and all this emotional release came from a course that I didn’t even think I needed !!

I was given the tools that I needed to begin healing and finally RELEASE that personal situation that had been weighing on my heart for months. I am glad that I made the decision to learn more.”

– NiNi Rose

Who is this course for:

This course is for the woman who is tired of placing her worth in whether or not she is in a relationship. This is for the woman who wants to feel good all on her own. Who wants to feel beautiful without a man by her side (but open to love in the case that a man does want to remind her of such beauty.). This is for the woman who doesn’t want to let her effed relationship with her father, mother, or past make her desperate, sad, and/or lonely while she dates in the modern world, and this is for the woman who is finally ready to not only be WHOLE but genuinely HAPPY on her own.

Here is how it will work:

Every other week you will receive a recorded spiritual masterclass (about an hour long) on heart healing and self love. It will come with homework, journaling work, pdf notes, and meditations to guide you DEEP into healing your heart and becoming selfFULL (WHOLE on your own.) On the opposing 2 weeks, we will meet for group coaching (i.e. this is your chance to ask me questions and get coaching from me on whatever questions/topics you may need.)

You will have unlimited messenger support for the full course period (so there are only limited spots available) – so that I can be a guide as you heal your heart. There will also be a private facebook community so that you can have the support of women, of other goddesses, as you work through and heal your past for a better future.

WEEK 1 –Making the Unconscious, Conscious: RECORDED DIGITAL MASTERCLASS

  • release bitterness and understand the spiritual reason for any separation
  • dissolve feelings of abandonment/ release the fear of dating and getting hurt
  • the key to releasing sadness and pain after a disappointment/loss
  • become WHOLE / rediscovering an internal feeling of wholeness (stop feeling like something is missing)
  • learn how to express yourself more boldly + effectively


  • this weeks discussion: Showing up as a Goddess in Love
  • each call begins with a meditation, a lesson, followed by group coaching
  • this is where you get to ask me questions, pick my brain, get some spiritual therapy

WEEK 3 –Healing the Inner Child/Subconscious Mind: RECORDED DIGITAL MASTERCLASS

  • discover your attachment style and its root + then stop using it as a crutch in dating
  • Healing the Parental Wounds (anger or passiveness)
  • Creating healthy boundaries in relationships + learning how to honor your needs
  • recognize and heal any abusive behaviors/patterns inside of yourself
  • stop feeling the need to settle. rediscover faith and patience in dating.
  • create discernment in dating.


  • this weeks discussion: Tuning Into Your Innate Holiness
  • each call begins with a meditation, a lesson, followed by group coaching
  • this is where you get to ask me questions, pick my brain, get some spiritual therapy


  • the philosophy of dating and love that leads to peace and selfFULLnes, single or not
  • how dating the wrong person can fuck with/decrease your money flow
  • if your bank account seems to take a hit when you are in a toxic situation, why
  • how to re-balance your financial wellbeing after disappointment
  • forgiveness  (if and when you are ready to forgive – I have a powerful system for that)
  • stepping deeper into love and pleasure within yourself without needing a lover
  • Feel safe within/trust yourself.

Results to Expect:

  • be at peace while dating in the modern world
  • reestablish financial security within yourself
  • get over your ex
  • release neediness, clinginess, and controlling habits in dating + money
  • stop being so preoccupied with your love life (whether he/she text back, calls, etc.)
  • date like a Goddess (instead of an insecure teenager)
  • learn how to embody the energy of being wanted – instead of chasing people and trying to force them to want you

PLUS as a bonus: You will ALSO GET an e-copy of THE BREAK UP JOURNAL: Renewed + Healed: A 17-Day Guide to healing from break-ups and finding spiritual peace in the modern dating world in which you will learn:

  • how to quickly move through pain and heal
  • the spiritual truth about relationships and your origin
  • how to heal your beliefs/stories around self-love and dating
  • how to step deeper into unconditional confidence – no matter what has happened in the past, no matter how you look
  • how to honor your needs and desires
  • how to actually feel like ENOUGH on your own
  • how to create deeper, more meaningful connections
  • and more



“I wanted to take this course because at first, I just thought that I needed help w/ my dating life; I had been in so many wrong relationships that basically ended up just not working out. So I decided to work on myself and invest in myself.

While going through this course so much of my perception of so many things have changed. I’ve come to learn a lot of my conflicts I was having in relationships were more of reflections and learned habits. I’ve began a healing with my mother that I didn’t even know I needed, I located the source of my money fickleness, and I have the tools to shift it.

The women I’ve learned I am by taking this course has helped me so much in moving forward to the women I’m shaping myself to be now. I thank u so much for these life changing lessons that I can use and Implement for many yrs.

CART CLOSES on May 3rd, 2019.

This is the only time during 2019 that this course will be available for purchase.

The first module is released on May 3rd, 7 pm est.!!

limited spots available.

More questions: email

The modern dating world doesn’t have to drain you; it doesn’t even have to be hard – in fact it was meant to teach you and guide you step by step towards the unconditional love that is truly yours.

There is no need for you to be afraid, no need to give up, no need to feel abandoned, ghosted, lonely, or empty – as a spiritual being, you naturally know how to move and connect in a healthy way – we just have to reconnect you to that purity.

Even if your heart is shattered now, or even if you are trying to pretend that it is not, even if you have a traumatic past – I promise with time and spiritual work – you can feel better. I mean all the way better – the type of better that is open and unafraid of letting new love in but not desperate and afraid of being alone.

You deserve joy and love – even BEFORE you find your soulmate and that is what this course is made to help you discover.



This course is going to help you remember your innate joy and love. You don’t need anyone else to create a healthy environment for love within yourself.

CART CLOSES on May 3rd, 2019.

This is the only time during 2019 that this course will be available for purchase.

The first module is released on May 3rd, 7 pm est.!!

limited spots available.


When do we start this round ?

I only offer this program once/maybe twice a year, and module 1 will be released on May 3rd. Each masterclass/coaching call will be released one week later for 5 weeks. The schedule for the live calls will be sent upon enrolling. You will get to vote on the best time for you.

How Many Spots are Available?

Under ten, so if you want in on this magic, do not hesitate to claim your spot. I want to keep this intimate so that I can deeply serve each one of you, and I won’t be offering this group coaching program again for several months.

Is this only for women?

No healing is healing. Self-love is self-love. We all need it, and this community is for anybody conscious and kind.

Do you offer refunds?

Doubt you will want one, but if you decide that the course is not for you, you must have attended all of the live group calls, done ALL of the homework assignments, fully (I mean, completely) within 24 hours of the second module being released. If you have, send a copy of the assignments to and you will receive a refund.

What if I fall behind in the modules?

You have unlimited access to the material for all time to go back and review whenever you need to. You will have access to a membership area that will allow you to easily access all of the material and recorded modules, plus all of the live calls will be recorded and stored for you in the members area as well.

Take your time, there is no rush. This is self-paced healing made to fit you, wherever you are, with a live coaching component.

More questions: email