Are you:

  • still stuck on that past relationship/situationship that didn’t work out (even if you don’t want to admit it?)
  • constantly feeling drained, hurt,  mistreated, left, abused, and/or under appreciated by your lovers/partners ?
  • beginning to wonder if there is possibly something wrong with you?
  • + secretly starting to feel like there is something missing from your relationships?
  • are you noticing that your dating life (or lack there of) is affecting your money flow and/or ability to show up to life/business/career with confidence ?
  • + ready to finally heal your heart (fix the connection between dating + money) and feel good about your love life – no matter what stage of it you are in?

Maybe you have been telling yourself that hearts heal by themselves . Just give it time, you say. Things will naturally fall into place, you say.

Or maybe you just haven’t been ready yet to let go yet, or you won’t even admit that you are hurting in the first place and could do for some deep healing of the heart?

If any of this sounds like you, read more to learn more about this course… it was made specifically to serve you

in a BIG way.

I just want to remind you that, first of all, people die with broken hearts and unhealed energy… so release does not naturally happen – it’s a choice, so you must CHOOSE it. Second of all – not doing the work of letting go will harm you more than it will help you in the long run (you can’t run away from these things + put them off until later without it affecting the rest of your life).

And third of all, you can lie to yourself for only a limited amount of time until it catches up with you.

So stop putting off your healing.

Here’s the thing love : Your lack of faith, your fear in dating, your self-doubt, your daddy/mommy issues, your fear of love – will affect every area of your life until you take the leap and do the inner work. (I know this from personal experience. It is why I made this course).

Any unresolved disappointment, anger, fear, hurt, or pain will affect how you show up to your career, your business, your life, and relationships; the emotions will get stored in your body + affect how you feel physically; an unhealed heart will affect how confidently you approach your dreams, everything will be affected, even if in just a small way … and it will do all of this until you do the real spiritual healing which I will remind you how to do in this course.

(Confidence, security, and peace are your NATURAL states of being; so I made this course and coaching experience to remind you, step-by-step, how to return to your natural spiritual state after the pain of a heartbreak, no matter how long ago it was.)


Shyaine Roxanne

So here is my Hero’s Journey

In case you don’t know me, my name is Ayanna. I lost my father when I was 12 years old. That damaged male relationship and some other unfortunate events in my personal and familial life continued to have an affect not only on my interactions with men, but also my ability to maintain emotional stability in the midst of dating as an adult.

The process of coming in and out of relationships would mess with my confidence and faith. I would struggle with ideas of low-self worth; I would be clingy and needy. I would take everything personally, and sometimes it would get a lot more serious than that.

My dating life was low vibe, and that was normal for me. People would leave, and I would get depressed; this was also normal for me. But after years of failed situantion-ships and some sexual trauma – I found myself with a really low self-esteem, very little hope for my future, and on the brink of a really deep depression that threatened to destroy my business.

In those moments, I would find myself constantly thinking that I couldn’t take anymore of this dating world, of this life, and that almost depression, turned into a month of me laying in bed (I told you, I did not handle break-ups well; this is an extreme version.)

That’s When I found the Cure

In that moment, I had to save myself. I could either stay in bed for another several months, throw my business in the trash, continue to beat myself up for feeling needy and clingy, and/or possibly take my own life due to unhealed trauma.

Or I could do the healing.

(BTW Mental health is real, and strength is not defined by denying it but in HEALING. Be willing to talk about it, and open up. Drop the shame. You are not weak; you are a deeply feeling human being.)

Anyway, within weeks, I had a shift. An awareness was born within me, and it felt like becoming a whole new person.

The way I looked at dating had completely shifted. My insatiable need for validation from relationships had almost diminished. The neediness and clinginess I felt in relationships now felt foreign, and I increasingly practiced feeling genuine, safe, and confident as I interacted with men. I had tapped into a wisdom and a freedom… + I continue to tap deeper and deeper into this knowing.

After months of healing my heart around relationships and watching my life + business shift, I built this course for women to help them re-access their confidence and peace as a single Goddess after having to let someone go. This course is a combination of spiritual principles, beliefs, values, dating philosophy, and homework to help you find your ease, heal your heart, and increase your money flow all while being single and dating in 2019. This course is your spiritual go-to for returning to self-love and selfFULLNESS as you learn to love, release, and date without so much anxiety.

Client Love

– NiNi Rose

This course was like the Part II that I needed in order to face an issue in my relationships that I was going through since taking another one of Ayanna’s courses + this time, I was equipped with the BLUEPRINT to approach my personal issues with confidence & strength!!

This course gave me the tools that I needed to detach, the exercises that I needed to release stress and worry, and it taught me how to reconnect with FULL unconditional love within myself AND in my relationships.

The HEALING and CONTENT jam packed into this course guided me in a practical and spiritual way. Now I live life and date with the knowing that everything that is meant for me, is simply meant for me. I now live life and date under my own conditions, FULL of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE (detached), unapologetically, and FEARLESSLY – and all this emotional release came from a course that I didn’t even think I needed !!

I was given the tools that I needed to begin healing and finally RELEASE a personal situation that had been weighing on my heart for months. I am glad that I made the decision to learn more.”

Who is this course for:

This course is for the woman who is tired of placing her worth in whether or not she is in a relationship. This is for the woman who wants to feel good all on her own. Who wants to feel beautiful without a man by her side (but open to love in the case that a man does want to remind her of such beauty). This is for the woman who doesn’t want to let her effed relationship with her father, mother, or past make her desperate, sad, and/or lonely while she dates in the modern world, and this is for the woman who is finally ready to not only be WHOLE but genuinely HAPPY on her own.

Here is how it will work:

Every week you will receive a recorded spiritual masterclass (about an hour long) on heart healing, self love, + other topics, see the specifics below. Each module will come with homework, journaling work, pdf notes, an audio recording, and meditations to guide you DEEP into healing your heart and becoming selfFULL (WHOLE on your own.) On the last week of the course we will meet for group coaching (i.e. this is your chance to ask me questions and get coaching from me on whatever questions/topics you may need.)

You will have unlimited messenger support for the full course period (so there are only limited spots available) – so that I can be there for you as you heal your heart.

WEEK 1 –Making the Unconscious, Conscious

  • release bitterness and understand the spiritual reason for any separation
  • dissolve feelings of abandonment
  • release the fear of dating and getting hurt
  • how to begin to let go of sadness and pain after a disappointment/loss
  • becoming WHOLE / rediscovering an internal feeling of wholeness/being enough after having to let go
  • how to express yourself more boldly + effectively

WEEK 2 – Feel Better

  • How to set + stand by your boundaries and standards
  • How to stop taking the actions of others so personally
  • Energy work: how to clear the connection/cut the cords that still tie you to your past
  • Find the source of any self-doubt+ insecurity and heal it
  • The true source of loneliness and how to release it
  • How to feel lighter about it all

WEEK 3 –Healing the Inner Child/Subconscious Mind

  • discover your attachment style and its root + then stop using it as a crutch in dating
  • Healing the Parental Wounds (anger or passiveness)
  • Beginning to release anger and/or passiveness
  • learning how to honor your needs in relationships
  • recognize and heal any abusive behaviors/patterns inside of yourself
  • stop feeling the need to settle. rediscover faith and patience in dating.
  • create discernment in dating.

WEEK 4 –Tune into Your Innate Holiness

  • how to become the source of your own reactions
  • How to stop seeking validation outside of yourself in lovers/situations/circumstances.
  • Clear away any old belief patterns about yourself/love/+ relationships that may be making letting go harder
  • Self-forgiveness – (releasing shame, embarrassment, doubt)
  • How to move through the lows of the break up/letting go process
  • heal the energy of feeling like something is missing from your life

WEEK 5 –Letting It All Go

  • the philosophy of dating and love that leads to peace and selfFULLnes, single or not
  • how dating the wrong person can fuck with/decrease your money flow
  • if your bank account seems to take a hit when you are in a toxic situation, why
  • how to re-balance your financial wellbeing after disappointment
  • forgiveness  (if and when you are ready to forgive – I have a powerful system for that)
  • stepping deeper into love and pleasure within yourself without needing a lover
  • Feel safe within/trust yourself.

WEEK 6 – Goddess Gathering/ Group Coaching Call live via ZOOM

  • embodying your holiness
  • money, loving the masculine energy, and dating
  • releasing the fear of intimacy

Results to Expect:

  • be at peace while dating in the modern world
  • reestablish financial security and abundance within yourself
  • get over your ex
  • release neediness, clinginess, and controlling habits in dating + money
  • stop being so preoccupied with your love life (whether he/she text back, calls, etc.)
  • date like a Goddess (instead of an insecure teenager)
  • learn how to embody the energy of being wanted – instead of chasing people and trying to force them to want you
  • re-falling in-love with the masculine energy

PLUS as bonuses you will also get:

  • A bonus hour long training on how to show up as a Goddess in love with homework
  • And an e-copy of THE BREAK UP JOURNAL: Renewed + Healed: A 17-Day Guide to healing from break-ups and finding spiritual peace in the modern dating world in which you will learn:
  1. how to quickly move through pain and heal
  2. the spiritual truth about relationships and your origin
  3. how to heal your beliefs/stories around self-love and dating
  4. how to step deeper into unconditional confidence – no matter what has happened in the past, no matter how you look
  5. how to honor your needs and desires
  6. how to actually feel like ENOUGH on your own
  7. how to create deeper, more meaningful connections
  8. and more

Immediately upon signing up, you will get access to a pre-video, pre-homework, and your bonuses. Module 1 will be released on the release date.



“I wanted to take this course because at first, I just thought that I needed help w/ my dating life; I had been in so many wrong relationships that basically ended up just not working out. So I decided to work on myself and invest in myself.

While going through this course so much of my perception of so many things have changed. I’ve come to learn a lot of my conflicts I was having in relationships were more of reflections and learned habits. I’ve began a healing with my mother that I didn’t even know I needed, I located the source of my money fickleness, and I have the tools to shift it.

The women I’ve learned I am by taking this course has helped me so much in moving forward to the women I’m shaping myself to be now. I thank u so much for these life changing lessons that I can use and Implement for many yrs.

CART CLOSES on August 10th, 2019.

This is the last time during 2019 that this course will be available for purchase.

The first module is released on August 9th, 7 pm est.!!

limited spots available.

More questions: email

The modern dating world doesn’t have to drain you; it doesn’t even have to be hard – in fact it was meant to teach you and guide you step by step towards the unconditional love that is already yours.

There is no need for you to be afraid, no need to give up, no need to feel abandoned, ghosted, lonely, or empty – as a spiritual being, you naturally know how to move and connect in a healthy way – we just have to reconnect you to that purity.

Even if your heart is shattered now, or even if you are trying to pretend that it is not, even if you have a traumatic past – I promise with time and spiritual work – you can feel better. I mean all the way better – the type of better that is open and unafraid of letting new love in but not desperate and afraid of being alone.

You deserve joy and love – even BEFORE you find your soulmate and that is what this course is made to help you discover.



This course is going to help you remember your innate joy and love. You don’t need anyone else to create a healthy environment for love within yourself.

CART CLOSES on August 10th, 2019.

This is the last time during 2019 that this course will be available for purchase.

The first module is released on August 9th, 7 pm est.!!

limited spots available.


When do we start this round ?

I only offer this program once/maybe twice a year, and module 1 will be released on August 9th. Each masterclass/coaching call will be released one week later for 5 weeks. The schedule for the last group call will be within the month. You will get to vote on the best time for you.

How Many Spots are Available?

Under ten, so if you want in on this magic, do not hesitate to claim your spot. I want to keep this intimate so that I can deeply serve each one of you, and I won’t be offering this group coaching program again for several months.

Is this only for women?

No healing is healing. Self-love is self-love. We all need it, and this community is for anybody conscious and kind.

Do you offer refunds?

Doubt you will want one, but if you decide that the course is not for you, you must have attended all of the live group calls, done ALL of the homework assignments, fully (I mean, completely) within 24 hours of the second module being released. If you have, send a copy of the assignments to and you will receive a refund.

What if I fall behind in the modules?

You have unlimited access to the material for all time to go back and review whenever you need to. You will have access to a membership area that will allow you to easily access all of the material and recorded modules, plus the live call will be recorded and stored for you in the members area as well.

Take your time, there is no rush. This is self-paced healing made to fit you, wherever you are, with a live coaching component.

More questions: email